For those who don't know me, I'm Astral. I've gone by multiple names/forms in the past (such as Techoh), but after all these years I think I finally found myself... It took me long enough to finally get back in touch with the community, but I'm back. So much in my life has changed, but I still see myself as a pony even after all this time.
To preface, I have a few years experience with the hypno-files as well as tulpas. My background is both in the realm of science and metaphysics. I bring to the table neuro/psychological knowledge, energy/aura manipulation, and other relevant topics throughout this journal. Other experience in my life is programming and developing myself towards working with Brain-Computer Interfaces.
That all aside... My goal, it's simple. Enhance my experience in my pony form! ^^ Ultimately, my goal is to have seamless immersion while remaining in balance with my human life. I’ll be very honest here, I neglected my human body and even took an unhealthy approach years ago (it's a long story I'd rather not go into, but it relates to earlier life trauma). Now though, my mind is now in the best shape it's been since… ever. This is in due because of my personal life moving forward. I want to give it my all, to improve my visualization and imposition skills as well as learn more about myself. My partner that I live with (literally we sleep in the same bed) is another motivation, as I love the feeling of being with her especially while I'm in my pony form. Her profile name is Silver-Ember and she is my cutie pie. <3 Ultimately, though, I am becoming more whole with my pony form for my own reasons. That way I remain consistent in my training as well as enhance my experience.
I do feel excited, because this time I want to plan specific goals that I plan to reach as I document my training. Here are the main goals I am starting out with.
1 - During each hypnosis/meditation, consistently maintain at least 90% - 95% focus on my pony form and/or other relevant pony experiences during the files.
2 - With aid of triggers, incorporate pony form through imposition so as it feels natural and effortless.
3 - Increase sensory detail in both mindscape and imposition. Reach at least ghost/phantom sensations.
Aaaand, the ultimate goal in which all my smaller goals reach to:
- Full immersion as my pony self.
The way I am going to go about achieving these goals is by listening to the generic pegasus file every night possible, alongside supplement hypnosis while riding on the long bus ride to work in the morning. While walking from the bus to work, I will try to maintain my pony form (as walking is very relaxing to me with the cool morning temperature). When I get to work, luckily I don't face many people as I am just programming on my computer. Then I'll head back home, either practicing visualizing or just reading a book (depending on how I feel). After that, repeat onward to the next night.
To finish this intro off, here are pictures of my OC! These are rather old, and I need to get some commissioned… but I hope it gives an idea of who I am. I want some pictures that bring out more of my OC’s feminine side. ^^’
The pony to the right in the second picture is Silver-Ember's OC. <3
Anyway, thank you if you happen to take an interest in this journal. ^^' I'll be writing every Sunday, for my own benefit in keeping a catalog of my progress towards achieving my goals in this endeavor.