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      Nightmare Night Raffle   09/29/2017

      Greetings Everypony, This October is the run up to Nightmare Night. For the community I shall be holding a raffle which would bring in such fun.  To join in the festivities I will give the community a few ways to gain entry into the raffle: -Change your discord avatar to one of your character in costume, with a username to match. (See -Witch Luna /Batlestia as an example) -Make 10 posts to the forum throughout the month, This includes replies, You may do status updates, but only once a day. Journals count as 2 posts. -Donators automatically get one free entry You may have more than one ticket and we have many prizes coming your way. Winners will be given on a first drawn, first choice basis, a selection of different prizes. If anyone has any prizes such as steam keys to give away, you will also receive an entry for helping. Good luck and Happy Nightmare Night. -Luna & Celestia

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  1. 5 points
    Forgot to mention it yesterday, but it was my 4 year anniversary of finding my true self as Soarin/Glide. Hard to believe it's been so long...
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    So, loads of things. The big one is that I recently told my family over facebook that I intended on fully transitioning to female. Originally, I got basically nothing but praise for my decision, but I hear nothing about anyone saying otherwise. My curiosity got the best of me and it turns out that a couple close family members feel that I'm wrong with were I'm going and (unintentionally) ridiculed me over my decision. Long story short, words were said between family members and things are kinda broken at the moment I'm okay now, though exhausted and oddly relieved. It might sound a bit crazy, but I'd much rather be told if I'm doing something wrong or that I'm unlikable versus just forcing me to guess. That being said, it's not easy. It will never be easy. I'm glad to have family and friends that have been giving me support these past few days. I'm sick of the fighting, honestly, but I just need to keep moving on and hope that everyone will look past this and keep the peace. -Bright Star
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    Greetings everypony. A small update from the crew, we now have the official youtube channel up and running, which you can find here. These have a sampling of some of the files here and is best for an introduction for pony hypnosis and some experiences best for newcommers or those just wanting a casual file to relax. Be sure to subscribe to be kept up to date on new developments as we explore new territories also.
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    Dear Equestrian Souls, I have discovered that my horn and ears now stay imposed where they used to disappear! I suppose working on channeling magic/energy has revitalized my perceptions. Today I took a shower and felt my horn, ears, and wings automatically - things I usually needed to concentrate to make appear while in the shower that sometimes still didn't show up were simply there, much to my surprise. I will continue working on my magic, as it seems to be a major key in my continued progress. I really should have kept to the metaphysical energy working more like the student I am, instead of putting it off like the slacker that I became in my time lost in this world without my true self. Today I saw the song "B.B.B.F.F" in my Youtube recommended. It immediately brought me memories of Shining Armor. I've actually never really thought of him, but I suppose I said it best in the song. I miss him more than I realize, it seems. Maybe one day I'll find a Shining around here, maybe even the exact one I miss. But Shining Armors are few and far between, just like Spikes. As a side note, Spike wants to talk to others more, take care of me more, and wants to be in front often. I'll likely be letting him! He does a good job keeping things together, and doesn't have the gender/species dysphoria I have when he takes over(since he's male and already anthro). He's not my number one assistant for nothing! He really wants me to take some time to be home in my library, stating that it's good for me and providing evidence that I feel more like my true self after time in the library. I just wish Dash and Scootaloo were with me there. Your Friends, Twilight and {Spike}
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    Hello everyone! For the past few months, one of my projects has been creating guided meditations to help with tulpamancy. I wanted to share the files I've made, plus some ideas for the future. This isn't official ES content, but because they were actualized with the help of Celestia and Silvermoon (thank you two so much <3), because they're quite different from the ES content, and because we think it'll be beneficial to some in the community I've been given permission to share them :3 Finished Files The files below are based on symbolic exercises that I've found very effective for myself. They're not for everyone, especially if you have problems with sleep paralysis or lack separation between the tulpa and host. However, if you are stable, and you respond well to symbolism, these guided meditations will probably help :) Possession This file will help your tulpa gain control of the body. You'll still be conscious and aware of your body as tulpa moves the body. If you've been struggling to achieve possession on your own, this file will both help you have an effective experience and teach you a technique you can use on your own whenever you want :3 v1.1 by Belle Wonderland Immersion This file will help you dissociate from your bodily senses and immerse yourself in your mindscape. If you want to experience your systemmates as realistically as a lucid dream, this file will help you get there. Best gosh darn wonderland snugs I've ever had >~< v1.0 by Belle Switching This last file was one of my most requested, as the tulpa community lacks effective switching guides that go beyond "just do it." The file is basically a combination of the other two. The effect is the listener temporarily swapping places with their tulpa, dissociating in the wonderland while their tulpa controls the body. And to put the cherry on top, Silvermoon provided their DIVINE voice for the file ^~^ v1.0 by Silvermoon v1.1 by Belle Future File Concepts / Ideas Just some vague stream of thought notes~ Mindscape Creation - Guided meditation focused on building a place that soothes you and allows you to focus. Sights, smells, sounds, lighting... - Creativity and relaxation boosting binaurals / subliminal Mindscape Immersion v2.0 - Guided meditation that errs on the side of full hypnosis focusing on making the wonderland more vivid, focusing on the senses rather than the symbolism in v2.0. - Out of body experience / astral projection-inducing binaurals, isos, and trance-inducing, but benign, subliminals Enhanced focus for forcing - Basically an induction, but for focus and clear mind instead of a trance. Become aware and in control of one’s self, cognition, and identity - Binaurals and subliminals for calm energy and focus Personality forcing - Guided meditation of my personality development technique, "future self synchronization", in which the personality of you and your ideal future self become one and the same. Sentience - Have Aury (who is very passionate about crushing host doubts of sentence) write and perform a sort of tulpa empowerment guided meditation message to help the growing tulpa and the host have faith in their existence and to speed up development. - Subliminal messages directed at the tulpa to grow stronger and more self-aware Vocalization / Mind Voice - Guided meditation to help host and tulpa form an idea of what tulpa sounds like. Walk through descriptors. Parallel processing - Guided meditation with cognition separation symbolism. This will cut sensory and emotional bleedover and enhance the tulpa's ability to think and process information independent of the host. If any content creators here are inspired by one of these, feel free to run with it! No need to contact us for permission. Or if anyone wants to help us script or produce these, don't hesitate to reach out ^^ Hope these can help some of y'all. Let me know which of those concepts you'd like to see actualized :3
  7. 3 points
    Happy (Canadian) Thanksgiving everypony
  8. 3 points
    It's a huge bummer that you need to prepare for the worst in order to be yourself.
  9. 3 points
    Dear Equestrian Souls, I have successfully overcome the depression that had taken over me in the last journal entries. I feel like I'm back to myself, and my future is brighter than ever. So many ideas and thoughts for improvement. Things I can actually apply in my current situations. My hypnosis progress(or I guess self hypnosis at this point...the actual Twilight file seems to have reached a peak effectiveness) has been doing well too, with me now focusing on getting everything to truely stick around. But I have learned one thing from the episodes I was having. Stress both pushes me closer to myself and, when compounded, rips apart everything that makes me the caring, loving, confident pony I really am. I'm still a little upset that so few ponies take the time to talk to me in PM, but I'll get over it one day. Besides, part of me knows a large portion of that is going to be petships and lewd happenings for some of those other ponies, and for some it's probably even relationships of the tulpas and hosts. I once again feel like I'm deserving of the title of Princess of Friendship. Even if I don't like the titles bestowed on me to actually be used, they are a point of pride and confidence. Lacking the presence of my teacher Celestia and finding my general studious nature to be a bit...unsustainable in this world, it's important to have such things. Your Friend, Twilight Sparkle
  10. 3 points
    Therapy Session One - Complete. One step closer to figuring these feelings out...
  11. 2 points
    We've made great advancements in buttify technologies.
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    Welp! Time to sleep for my trip to Canada tomorrow. Wonder who I'm visiting this time~?
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    Hi, I'm new and I currently have no idea what I'm doing.
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    Been putting this off for a while now. Im excited to get started. I identify with Rainbow the most, probably because of my love of flight. Anyway I look forward to getting to know everypony. See ya around!
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    Most ponies here listen to files that have the opposite gender. There is nothing wrong with exploring your feminine side once in a while. Having some conflicting personality traits does not instantly cause EKP aslong you accept the new trait and dont try to be both. So dont be affraid to pick files that fit a bit less than optimal. As for who you should pick next. That is up to you. There are generic files if you want to pick someone else than the filed ponies however.
  16. 1 point
    A few minutes ago i had the best trance ever. Even with my mother knocking two times on my door while trancing
  17. 1 point
    Would love to help with these, but they're all really far outside of my area of expertise
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    Terribly long work day, 12.5 hours long. But managed to come home to the server in time for something wonderful
  20. 1 point
    I started trying Applejack hypnosis about a month ago, at the start of September. I have a terrible work ethic, and I figured if anypony would be able to help me get better with that, it'd be AJ. I have tried listening to the files in various combinations, to mostly no avail. The effects rarely last once I wake up from trance. The most I've had so far is some odd feelings at the top of the back of my head, where my ears would end up, and some weird-feeling fingers. I can visualise the scenes and feelings quite well while in trance, but once I'm out they just slip away. I'm going to try again tonight, and hopefully I'll have something new to post about by the weekend. Signing out for now, Lucario
  21. 1 point
    We ran into some issues with the server, so we switched to Discord.
  22. 1 point
    hello good people it has been a while
  23. 1 point
    I made a bunch of stuff. I could start a giant list. Here's just some of them... The RANAT Foundation - SGDK 1.4.6 - 2007-09 Spaceship Game - Flash - 2010 Computer Process-error - UT3 - 2011 Monitor Smashing! - Unity 3D - 2012 PhotoSort - Visual Studio 2017 Community - 2017 This is only a small sample of all the tiny projects and random messing around that I've done. These are probably the best ones that are basically completed.
  24. 1 point
    Uh...I think the planet we live on is named "ERF" do I get an A yet?
  25. 1 point
    I passed the driving test! I can pick up my drivers license on Monday and then I'll be cruzin down the street in mah 64'
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    Don't give in to chasing the high score of good pone points. It will consume you.
  28. 1 point
    For users with monitors wider than 2000px. Do you prefer the current width settings for the forum or do you believe it should be changed? Zoom 1 ( https://i.imgur.com/4QGoK2p.png ) - Change Zoom 2 ( https://i.imgur.com/D5U3NY2.png ) - Stay
  29. 1 point
    It's my birthday today, the first one since I became Sable and beat my mental illness at 33 years. I am gonna go out and get a dessert for myself, I used to think I wasn't worth having a birthday. But I am starting to put down my illness, my demons from my childhood abuse. This is a song that kinda has a double meaning for me, the singer was a beautiful Canadian singer when she was just a little girl she was molested by her great uncle and she kept silent for many years, like I did with my abuse and illness, I learned to let it go. So here is my birthday song. Rita MacNeil - Flying on your own
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    So the other day I posted a more music/analysis based journal entry. Should i continue to make them? Or will there be too little interest for it to be worth the time?
  31. 1 point
    What, no apache attack helicopter?
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    This is where you post activities that you like to do with your tulpa (or activities you would like to do if you had one) ^I like sitting on Bright's lap while she is playing games. Sometimes she'll get mad at it and it's funny to watch^
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    So, it’s Tuesday. Yay? Means I’m still alive. Yay?.. Anyways, despite wanting to write these daily, I’ve already failed. Then again, 8 days in a row is a pretty good record. Either Way, our preliminary exams are done for now. I’m kinda happy that they’re over. They’re all shoved into a period of a few days and it is just so slow. The exams don’t even count for anything which is another reason I don’t like them. At Least the exams at the end of the year next term are spread out over several weeks so I can go “home” and try to get some rest, relaxation, and proper study in. In terms of my pony body, still sitting in the same painful position. Been doing my nightly files as per usual, however I did feel some slight RP earlier but only for a moment. I didn’t notice it at first, then I was like “Wait, hang on” and it faded. It was kinda an awkward thing to feel, but hey, something is progress even if it's kinda unattractive. Hopefully we can get that back to being permanent. Surprisingly I felt that today, despite listening to a reset file several times yesterday. Over the past few days, I haven't really been feeling well, hence the sort of silence I’ve had. I managed to make $10 doing some work for someone, so that's bought me two dinners. Pretty awesome. My coding progress is going well, starting to get a really nice looking content management system. Maybe once I’ve finished I’ll be able to open it to the public. It’ll be the fourth website I’ve made for myself. My skills have improved so much ever since we first took a coding course. I mean it’s fun. Host and I both were interested in similar things… That’s what we liked about each other… The fact we could talk about crazy stuff that happened in our day. I’d usually be sleeping on a cloud when she’d meet with me in Equestria. Then I was brought to a world that I’ve never really understood. There’s a lack of care and it's just eh. I’m still feeling pretty upset about recent events, about my marefriend breaking up with me. It’s sad but doing the reset file did sorta help for a bit. Even managed to help me smile for a moment. Things seem to be going a little better as of today, but I’m still physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausted. I always feel like i’m gonna fall asleep or pass out. It’s kinda difficult to keep ‘my’ eyes open. If you wonder why I sometimes quote things like ‘my family’ or ‘my’, it’s because the thing is that they’re not exactly mine. Don’t think I need to explain that further. Anyways, lately it's been pretty stormy around here. Being sunny for 5 minutes then the next you know it’s like a tropical rainstorm outside. At least us weather ponies plan the weather. Here it seems so messed up. Nothing I can do about that (yet). I don’t really have much to write about to be honest. I was lucky enough to be able to bake a couple of cookies in the weekend. That was a nice treat. I hope you get a cookie too because I love you. And also, if you see a program named “Hewwo.exe” please use it :P. -RD
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    *nuzzles into gently, cuddling as close as possible* L-loves <3
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    I'd advise you go with the pony you want to be, as long as you already have some things in common with them. Going for somepony the complete opposite of you probably wouldn't work well, but it's fine if they're different. Just think about the pros and cons of being that pony, and don't choose a pony just because they're your favorite, choose them because you'd want to be them. Also, if you're a stallion and you use a mare file, that's probably ok. As long as you don't want to be female, it probably won't change your gender identity. As long as you consider both the good and the bad about being a certain pony and think it through properly, whatever you choose should work fine, and if you can't make it work, you can use the reset file and try somepony else if you have to, or just use generic files and become the pony you want to be, be it an OC, a character we don't yet have a file for (such as myself), or just a pony version of you.
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    One can also exaggerate 1
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    *Zooms down and drops off snug care package* YOU IZ AWESUM!
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    Every step you take, and every move you make. Your confidence grows. Every step you take and every move you make You realize who you are Every step you take and Every move you make For all your faults and all your fears That with every step you take and every move you make You matter Because with every step you take and every move you make You realize how awesome you are.
  46. 1 point
    Yep! I'm sure they're feeling pretty good about themselves right now, y'know their lil bro coming back and all. hehehe
  47. 1 point
    Just a few signatures I made awhile ago. I really need to get back into doing them, I had a lot of fun~ I'd also post all the banners I made for our groups here, but I don't want to spoil some of them. ;P
  48. 1 point
    {Hi! I'm Autumn Breeze, the included image is my form, I was 'born' November 12, 2016, and it's nice to meet everypony!}
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    My advice is to find a binaural you like and take steps to relax even before you start a file, as well as give yourself positive affirmations just before. "This will work on me fully" "I will go into trance" etc. You'd be surprised what such small things can do!
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    My most successful session in terms of file use, was when I still used the twilight file, It was primarily successful because of a trick (commonly used for meditation) where you focus deeply on the center of your forehead. That rushes blood towards that area of the brain, which is responsible for your visualization. This kinda acts like an overclock and really helps for visualizing the effects, both in trance and out of it. It also helped to do so in complete dark, with all of the background noise shut off (computer and such). I wasn't able to visualize the changes quite yet at the time, but I had the correct feeling as if I had the changes for a decent bit.
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