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      Nightmare Night Raffle   09/29/2017

      Greetings Everypony, This October is the run up to Nightmare Night. For the community I shall be holding a raffle which would bring in such fun.  To join in the festivities I will give the community a few ways to gain entry into the raffle: -Change your discord avatar to one of your character in costume, with a username to match. (See -Witch Luna /Batlestia as an example) -Make 10 posts to the forum throughout the month, This includes replies, You may do status updates, but only once a day. Journals count as 2 posts. -Donators automatically get one free entry You may have more than one ticket and we have many prizes coming your way. Winners will be given on a first drawn, first choice basis, a selection of different prizes. If anyone has any prizes such as steam keys to give away, you will also receive an entry for helping. Good luck and Happy Nightmare Night. -Luna & Celestia


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  1. Anxiety: Understanding and Removal

    Thanks! I think that was mentioned as an aid meditation...at least something similar.
  2. Alive, but Not Well

    This is something we all deal with at one point or another. And I can tell you this...life does not have inherent meaning...and we are selfish to a great degree. Despite these two things...life has meaning if you GIVE it meaning. Do what you enjoy or what makes you happy, not because of some higher calling, but because it makes you happy...and in regards to that selfishness, that you are aware of that is good and it means you can temper it. Force yourself to be the exact opposite of it...and understand and accept that a certain amount of selfishness is important for your happiness. And...people, whether they are ponies like ourselves, humans, or some other creature like dragons might be different, we might not be able to avoid arguments, but that too is a part of life *sighs* We contain multitudes. Our selfishness is only one part of the picture. Our generosity and kindness are just as real. You might be selfish, but you're also selfless. You might care about yourself, but you also care about others. It's easy to betray those you care about...so painfully easy, but you can choose not to. We all lie to ourselves and others...but we can just as easily choose to be honest. We might laugh at others hardship, but it's just as easy for us to laugh for somepony that needs it...and we can choose to close ourselves off from new experiences, but we can just as easily grow. These bleak discoveries you made aren't wrong, but they aren't entirely true either. Push yourself to be more than you are, because in the end you will be happier and better for it. Please, don't let these realizations bring you down. Keep going, keep doing what makes you happy, never give up, and above all never forget that for all our faults we can work to overcome them. This video...perfectly captures what it means for there to be no inherent meaning to life...It's sad, and painful, and scary, but in the end find joy in the journey, pleasure in the act of living, and happiness in your own existence. *sighs and hugs* Please don't give up. For yourself and those around you, because by giving up you resign yourself to unhappiness. Accept that there is no meaning...and MAKE meaning.
  3. October 15, 2017 - Ack....

    Good to hear you're free now. *sighs* I'm sorry to hear your family has the audacity to tell you who you are and what's best for you. I'm sure all of us here will support you in being who you're meant to be~. *hugs*
  4. Eudaimonia and Dharma

    Two words that embody what I've gained...I can't say I'm...happy...at least not in the manner that we all consider true happiness to be...but I have gained fulfillment and meaning...this brings me to the next word...Dharma...the closest thing to a cutie mark that those adorable fleshy apes called hyumons have. I've found both...this brings me to my long term decisions. It will take years to complete, but I will transition to marehood...The cost of surgery and hormones will be absurd and I need a councilor and therapist to help me through it...but after yesterday at the club...and visiting with family...they noticed my changes...I am and always will be Dash no matter my body. I will continue to trance...my imposition is more and more solid...I can feel my wings being stroked (oh god I get what Twilight was saying now, *shivers* s-so good), but I have it pretty consistently. The Alicorn PBR file has made things accelerate immensely... The other things I've concluded are...that to be happy...truly happy I need to accept that I will never be my pony self...it hurts to admit...but the sooner I accept it the sooner I can change the things I have control over. There isn't much to say...these past two months have been exciting and filled with...not joy, but happiness. I have no reason to fear myself or fear others... I will conclude with this: I have the serenity to accept the things I can't change, I have the courage to change the things that I can, And I have the wisdom to know the difference I wish you all luck on your own journeys and may your cutie marks guide you to the fulfillment you seek.
  5. Music Entry 1: Battle Cry

    That...was beautiful. I can't wait to hear more. I'm going to listen to the song now.
  6. yes

    And who is you? I wasn't around for the old site very long and never in the IRC...
  7. Your Mane 6

    Me (duh), AJ, Pinks, Lyra, Octavia, Dr Whooves
  8. geography quiz

    Uh...I think the planet we live on is named "ERF" do I get an A yet?
  9. Remember everypon, we contain multitudes! Those many pieces of you might be broken, but you will prevail, because you're awesome...and never forget, look at yourself complexly. Accept your kindness, and your cruelty. Accept your love and hate. When you do so, you can learn to let the bad go, and make room for the good.

  10. #9 I'm Back?

  11. #10 That's a Ten

    Good to hear you've found a way to cope! ...How the hell did I miss the part with the hooves! Either way I'm happy to hear it! *shifts to anthro and grabs in a duh hug*!
  12. We are who we are because of who everybody else is. SO DOES THAT MEAN THE WHOLE WORLD IS PON? WE ALL LIVEZ IN A PON WORLD???!?!?

    Don't know the significance of this song but it is damn awesome! 

    1. RDashie


      Pone is love pone is lyf.. the world is pone and pone is world? I guess?

      "RDashie 21-9-2017"

  13. #8 Bad Decisions?

    And...um....how close are you to Auckland?
  14. #8 Bad Decisions?

    *frowns* yeah. Sorry. I...I've been feeling that too. A desire to hold or be held by the various ponies here...I...um have you considered RPing of a certain nature banned on this site? I don't know how much privacy you get in that cesspit but...um...it helps a bit.
  15. #9 I'm Back?

    *Zooms down and drops off snug care package* YOU IZ AWESUM!

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